heyhos people. i'm wondering if anybody's still reading this at all. nvm that. who knows man. later become like xiaxue. blog about tragic love life then become famous just by bitching at him, i think? that's what i heard when i was what? in my poly days? wow long time.

alright. back to the serious emo stuff. someone just stabbed me in the heart. but i applaud him for having such courage and such high hopes for a love like this. i'm not saying it's not worth it. but i just wish i could be like him. youthful. brave. full of energy. never say die attitude. sigh. right now being the old man, just wants some peace and quiet.

several goals to achieve though. to swim! i always think swimming strengthen one's mental and physical self. yup i really need that (alot). secondly hmmm. to go snowboarding in korea. i admit! too much korean shows! a couple was having so much fun learning how to snowboard in korea! fall here fall there giggles. *snap snap* okok snap out of it. yup. i'm gonna do it alone. i believe i can and i believe i will! lastly. (yeah i know three's not alot but start small first?) something less physical. GET. BACK. INTO. THE. STUDY. MOOD. cause... SIM april or july intake, here i come! yeah. april or july because i'm still deciding between UOL's dip in econs or SIM's business management studies.


ahhhhh. *breathes out

new goals. better life (i hope?).

PS: yeah i'm so god damn motivated now because of that guy from the second paragraph! oh i forgot. let me add on here. swimming makes me tanner and fitter. even though i kinda got owned this time, i'm not gonna let someone step and gang on me the next time. never ever ever.




from now on, i stand alone...